First entry starts with a scare.

Sitting here trying to find a cute background for my blog. Browsing through hundreds of choices. I was thinking of what exactly to write about for the first entry. I must first admit, my neighbor got me thinking of this. She is incredible with keep up her blog entires. I have been signed up on this site for 2 years now and ta da...first entry. Now that Daniel is gone, maybe it will be somewhat therupeutic to journal. We'll see. SO, sitting here there was a knock at the door. A man standing un uniform and holding papers. I stood there for a second scared to death to open the door. Opened it up, shaking, he is looking for the previous tenants. He is with the National Guard. I let out the biggest sigh of reliefe.  I nicely and calmly told him that my husband is deployed and he has just given me the worst feeling in the pit of my stomach. Realizing what I was thinking by him standing there, he apologized. I know he is only doing his job, I wasn't angry or anything. Just Very scared.  

Now my kiddos are home. Eating dinner. Im taking a moment for myself. Gracie and I had a fun morning at the park with our neighbor and 2 of her kids. Got some sun. Should say, got some burn. Hoping to hear from Daniel tomorrow. He was getting ready to fly from another country he was in for stand by into Afghanistan last night (his morning) and didn't know too many details. Hopefully he gets there and is able to get settled. I know its such a hard transition for him and he is sick. Poor guy.  Let's just see what the evening has in store for us tonight!